The Daily Blahh
It’s like coming home after a long trip. That’s what love is like. It’s like coming home.
Piper Chapman - What is love? (via ohdreaming)

“Before I formed you in the womb I knew [and] approved of you…” (Jeremiah 1:5, AMP)  Did you know that God was thinking about you before you were ever born? He knew everything about you before you were in your mother’s womb. He created you on purpose, for a purpose. He carefully planned who you would be, the color of your hair, the color of your eyes and skin. He gave you gifts, talents and abilities to be used for His glory. He took one look at you and said, “Approved.”  No matter how you may be feeling right now, no matter who’s approval you didn’t get on this earth, know that Almighty God loves you and approves of you today. There’s nothing you can do now or ever to change that. You may be thinking, “I’ve made so many mistakes, how can God approve of me?” Understand that when God sees you, He separates you from your behavior. He may not approve of your actions all the time, but He desires to help you grow and make better choices.  Today, receive His love and acceptance. Allow Him to work in your life. Allow His love to empower and strengthen you because you are approved and equipped to live in victory all the days of your life!

“Before I formed you in the womb I knew [and] approved of you…” (Jeremiah 1:5, AMP)

Did you know that God was thinking about you before you were ever born? He knew everything about you before you were in your mother’s womb. He created you on purpose, for a purpose. He carefully planned who you would be, the color of your hair, the color of your eyes and skin. He gave you gifts, talents and abilities to be used for His glory. He took one look at you and said, “Approved.”

No matter how you may be feeling right now, no matter who’s approval you didn’t get on this earth, know that Almighty God loves you and approves of you today. There’s nothing you can do now or ever to change that. You may be thinking, “I’ve made so many mistakes, how can God approve of me?” Understand that when God sees you, He separates you from your behavior. He may not approve of your actions all the time, but He desires to help you grow and make better choices.

Today, receive His love and acceptance. Allow Him to work in your life. Allow His love to empower and strengthen you because you are approved and equipped to live in victory all the days of your life!

Missing Home

On this day God wants you to know that…

God is crazy about you.
God sends you fresh flowers every spring,
a breathtaking sunrise every morning.
If God had a wallet,
your picture would be in it.
If God has a refrigerator,
your childhood scribbles would be on it.


Love is like coming back from a long trip, love is like coming home…

For the next 3 years

And the Lord said, “Simon, Simon! Indeed, Satan has asked for you, that he may sift you as wheat. But I have prayed for you, that your faith should not fail; and when you have returned to Me, strengthen your brethren.” — Luke 22:31-32

Just received a word from BL, something that I will really keep it to heart…



Refuge - CHC
I sing a love sing to you Lord
Everyday, every night,
Tell of Your goodness and mercy
Tell the world how You rescued me
Picked me up from sin and shame
Your breath gives me new life
Where can I go from Your presence
Under Your wings I take refuge
Your spirit lives within my heart
I know we’ll never be apart
Everyday I draw closer to You Lord
I long to see Your face
And hide in Your embrace
All my life dwelling in Your Holy place
My heart oh Lord you changed
I’ll never be the same
I’ll never be the same
This is how I am feeling now…

This is how I am feeling now…

Love letter to God — CG Encounter Night

Thank You God, thank You.
Many times I felt like
wanting to appear my best for You
But in my own human strength
I fail countless
And countless of times.

God You loved me at my best
You loved me even more at my worst.

When I turned away from You
Your hands they cradled me still

How foolish of me
To think that I can
Stand on my own

How selfish I’ve been
Coming to think that
I left You waiting
And waiting
Just for me
To come back

God, to be found by You
And fall in love again
This alone
Is my ultimate
And greatest possession

A love so amazing
A love so divine
Who am I to call You master
Who am I to call You mine

Father please… Please…
won’t you come and cripple me
So that I will not keep running away

Thank You God
For everything
Thank You…

May I be ever curious, open, willing to ask and to learn. May I remember where to go with my questions and rest in God’s presence even when I don’t understand the answers.
Emily P Freeman, Chatting at the Sky (via nonelikejesus)

On this day God wants you to know that …

you are wonderfully made.
Look at the world around you,
the infinite detail and creativity.
Unimaginable beauty surrounds us every day.
You are part of that creation,
materializing from the same artist
that created sunsets and rainbows.
Don’t ever allow yourself to think
you are anything less than wonderful.

Naked I come

There goes another day of school. Today everyone had their very first round of mock CG. To be honest, I felt that it had been an interesting experience I have so far. Recently I have been telling God how tired I am. It feels like I’m burning out and I’m gonna give up anytime. Nevertheless, I thank God for this day. It is very rare that after school I could have such a time like this to have the whole day to myself. This whole SOT experience really have been stretching my capacity, especially for today, it had made me appreciate God’s given rest even more.

God I couldn’t thank You enough.
You know my every thought.
I use to hate myself for every unpleasant thoughts I think.
Now I come to a realization that my thoughts were manupulated
because the evil one couldn’t interfere what is in my heart.
You are a God of love and does not condemn,
I am trying to love myself a little more each day,
Because I know I can love this Jesus that is living inside of me.
Your tender mercies it overwhelmed my soul.
Like a good Father You took care of the condition of my whole being.
Your perfect love cast out every fear that resides in me.
Thou I retreat back to my shell whenever I feel all messed up and confused,
Your outstretched hands always reaches out to me,
to reassure me that You are here and all is well.
So accepting are You Lord,
So abundant is Your love that my heart could not contain.
Every time when I failed You Your love abounds even more.
What can I say, God? What can I say?
I come to You this day,
in sweet abandon,
in total surrnder.
There is nothing I can hide in Your presence.
I come to You not strong but weak and vulnerable.
God, You are a jealous Father.
Father, I am a jealous child. I love with a love that is so foolish,
but let it be a pure and geniune love that only You deserve.
God You loved me at my best,
You loved me even more at my worst.
Who am I that You are concern more about the garden of my heart than my labour?
A love so amazing, a love so divine.
Who am I to call You master?
Who am I to call You mine?
Holy Spirit You are so close to me in my heart,
My hands are small but I grip on to You tightly.
I never want to let You go.
Never let me go, never let me go…



On this day God wants you to know that …

you can’t hide your shortcomings from God.
Failures, weaknesses, and fears;
God knows them all.
Many people attempt to hide issues from God,
but it is futile.

The scandal of Grace

Since yesterday I was already having so much thoughts going through my mind after reading the the article on some scientist who dug in hell in Siberia and recorded the cries of the damned souls. Listening to the recording literally gave me the chills. Despite I felt that fear tingling inside of me, deep inside I couldn’t imagine just how God handled this, what have God gone through, what have man and the bloody Satan done… All these while it has always been my desire to know God’s heart a little more, and after this thing I felt God speaking to me with such a dejected tone as He called out to me “my child, my child.” Everything just fell part after coming to a realization that everything is truly chasing after the wind. I suddenly felt such an urgency for the need to get as many people saved as possible. In the train just now I felt God telling me that He has so many things He wants to tell me, but He just can’t. My heart just break a little after feeling and imagining that heaviness that God must have had in His own heart for His people, for those lost souls that came to a point of no return. God is omnipresent, I wonder is God hovering around the pit right now looking at those souls. All these while of complaining what have I gone through in life?! God… what have You gone through, look what have we done…


On this day God wants you to know that …

Faith in yourself will see you through.
You are strong and can deal with anything
that life throws at you.
Take a deep breath and be filled with the knowledge
that you can deal with all things.